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| Friday, June 4th, 2004 | | 9:08 am |
the end.
i am abandoning this journal..as much as i hate to.. fuck you all. sorry. | | Thursday, June 3rd, 2004 | | 9:48 am |
this is to everyone who think i can't write.
the bliss encricling and bringing our chests to a rise and fall..in a constant pace of something that has been there for so long..yet lost for so little...slipping though the cracks as i watch your eyes drift from one motion of my body to the next..i hold the ribbons that tie us together..the bonds in which we meet..for now molding in a greater feel then before..though i just wish the secert would come up..and been seen beond our bewildered faces...touching over the passions of the dreams in which only consist in our heads.. | | Tuesday, June 1st, 2004 | | 7:33 am |
| | Monday, May 31st, 2004 | | 8:43 am |
its over..between me and you.
a warning sign, i missed the good part, then i relized, i started looking and the bubble brust, i started looking for excuses, come on in, i've got to tell you what a state i'm in, i've got to tell you in my loudest tones, that i started looking for a warning sign, when the truth is, i miss you, yeah the truth is, that i miss you so, a warning sign, you came back to haunt me and i realized, that you were an island and i passed you by, that you were an island to discover, come on in, i've got to tell you what a state i'm in, i've got to tell you in my loudest tones, that i started looking for a warning sign, when the truth is, i miss you, yeah the truth is, that i miss you so, and i'm tired, i should not have let you go, so i crawl back in to your open arms... though they are already closed. i o.d'd last night on sleeping pills..and woke up in my vomit..and thought how did this save me? the bad pizza? | | Sunday, May 30th, 2004 | | 9:44 am |
wow.
those comments had absolutly nothing to do with my post what so ever..and there will be no ass kicking to the GIRL jaimie thank you anonymous poster person. *slams door and cries* | | Saturday, May 29th, 2004 | | 7:17 pm |
| | 9:43 am |
following my eyes..crowning the floor..
to tired..yeah. i am hung over. and i really wish i haden't drunk and smoked asmuch as i did at the prom last night..the kid with the acid never came..and the zan-x wasen't there either.. i asked mike to dance and he said no..so instead..i fell into my date adam (litterally) and he helped me on the dance floor and we slow danced together for awhile..and then he leaned in to kiss me..and i kept thinking about charlie and pecked his cheek.. when we finished the dance it was around 11:00 and i went and bounght somemore weed of mike..and my mom called me to go home..i said my goodbyes..and the last person adam ran up and looked at me and so i gave him a hug and he said "no kiss?" and so i kissed him on the lips and ran off.. i feel like a jerk... | | Friday, May 28th, 2004 | | 3:27 pm |
| | Monday, May 24th, 2004 | | 4:10 pm |
hi.
i wish i could kiss you. | | Sunday, May 23rd, 2004 | | 3:38 pm |
| | Saturday, May 22nd, 2004 | | 7:29 am |
its not fair. i am always alone. alone and no one is ever here.
i waited all week..begging..and praying and wishing charlie could come over. and well looky here. he can't. you know what forget it! forget everything i care about. because i seriously think that everything i want. just laughs in my face. i will just go back and rout in my room..and cry and cry cry cry cry. till i am bloody and angels here my sad whimpers and come down to laugh at me futher more!!! i am so worthless. | | Thursday, May 20th, 2004 | | 6:19 pm |
shingle.
i listened. i screamed "damnit" when i thought it was dead. i held it to my chest trying to keep it alive. i was praying so hard for its sake. it was so tiny. this little raccoon barring and trying to succle on my arms and chest. i began crying when i saw the others were dead in the heat. the attic so hot. like an inferno. i held on to it like i was its mother. it was my baby and i had lost it. its eyes still closed. it succled on my finger. i cried more. my little shingle. | | Wednesday, May 19th, 2004 | | 3:32 pm |
| | Monday, May 17th, 2004 | | 6:27 pm |
| | Saturday, May 8th, 2004 | | 7:55 am |
| | Friday, May 7th, 2004 | | 6:48 pm |
| | Thursday, May 6th, 2004 | | 7:48 pm |
very well sir
kiss me now...or forever hold your peace under the waves breaking upon or weary heads.. | | Wednesday, May 5th, 2004 | | 6:47 pm |
| | Tuesday, May 4th, 2004 | | 3:28 pm |
i can't feel myself free falling...
i am dying..wah...everything i do is an illgal actione...and to preform it again...HA! makes it twice as worse.. but like my mother always says about her drinking "once you start...and get to deep in it...why not just continue? i mean its all about the numbing sensation in the end." | | Monday, May 3rd, 2004 | | 8:22 pm |
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